DEATHMASK, by Goth Girl

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DEATHBOX
Cassette + Digital Album
Limited to 2, only available online. 12 cassettes encompassing the entire DEATHMASK record of 365 tracks and a bonus cassette "DEATHMASK LIVE" is included. Also included is a tshirt (message me what size you are small to XL)

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DEATH10
Cassette + Digital Album
The first 10 tracks off of DEATHMASK. Made by UHG TAPES in London, ON. Limited to 6 copies.

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	1.	day 001: death 01:28
	2.	day 002: dysmorphia 01:22
	3.	day 003: tired 00:32
	4.	day 004: insomnia 01:40
	5.	day 005: bleach 01:04
	6.	day 006: guilt 01:28
	7.	day 007: isolation 00:24
	8.	day 008: nausea 00:28
	9.	day 009: dysmorphia II 10:04
	10.	day 010: dysmorphia III 01:19
	11.	day 011: nostalgic 01:54
	12.	day 012: nasopharyngitis 00:18
	13.	day 013: dysmorphia IV 00:34
	14.	day 014: timorous 00:32
	15.	day 015: hate 00:44
	16.	day 016: dry 01:42
	17.	day 017: coward 00:54
	18.	day 018: amonia 00:38
	19.	day 019: dysmorphia V 00:52
	20.	day 020: unsilent 01:42
	21.	day 021: limbo 01:50
	22.	day 022: dour 01:56
	23.	day 023: cold 01:50
	24.	day 024: overwrought 01:26
	25.	day 025: ache 01:14
	26.	day 026: sleep 02:38
	27.	day 027: plastic 00:24
	28.	day 028: hunger 00:32
	29.	day 029: kidney 00:30
	30.	day 030: misanthropy 00:43
	31.	day 031: snow 00:30
	32.	day 032: resolve 00:59
	33.	day 033: salt 00:11
	34.	day 034: 6 years 01:24
	35.	day 035: capitol 01:07
	36.	day 036: eyesore 00:00
	37.	day 037: dream 02:22
	38.	day 038: pink room 00:38
	39.	day 039: grey 01:24
	40.	day 040: rage 01:14
	41.	day 041: cutmouth 00:38
	42.	day 042: dead history 01:56
	43.	day 043: rest 00:16
	44.	day 044: dysmorphia VI 00:31
	45.	day 045: swollen 00:38
	46.	day 046: cheek 00:36
	47.	day 047: dysmorphia 01:10
	48.	day 048: did I die or wake up 00:50
	49.	day 049: binge/purge 00:24
	50.	day 050: relapse 00:18
	51.	day 051: caution 00:50
	52.	day 052: dysmorphia VII 00:32
	53.	day 053: cut 01:18
	54.	day 054: fog 00:32
	55.	day 055: broken/shame 00:58
	56.	day 056: finished 01:08
	57.	day 057: pressure 01:54
	58.	day 058: almond milk 02:02
	59.	day 059: thrall 00:34
	60.	day 060: euphoric 00:46
	61.	day 061: eyes 00:14
	62.	day 062: remains 00:30
	63.	day 063: tear 00:20
	64.	day 064: black out 00:20
	65.	day 065: dread 00:08
	66.	day 066: urine 00:42
	67.	day 067: acetone 00:32
	68.	day 068: garlic 00:04
	69.	day 069: anxiety 00:51
	70.	day 070: sun 00:01
	71.	day 071: dizzy 00:17
	72.	day 072: 5 hours 00:02
	73.	day 073: rest/stress 00:02
	74.	day 074: bright cold 00:03
	75.	day 075: 2 hours 00:02
	76.	day 076: cheez wheelz 00:14
	77.	day 077: blinder 00:18
	78.	day 078: misgender 00:16
	79.	day 079: nail 00:32
	80.	day 080: 6 hours 00:50
	81.	day 081: mucus 00:14
	82.	day 082: paper eyes 00:32
	83.	day 083: warm and grey 01:02
	84.	day 084: weak bone 02:38
	85.	day 085: mouse 01:02
	86.	day 086: yeast 00:16
	87.	day 087: heart? 02:10
	88.	day 088: move forward 00:32
	89.	day 089: smash minute 00:18
	90.	day 090: total relapse 00:44
	91.	day 091: 6-3 01:28
	92.	day 092: sleepless 00:36
	93.	day 093: almost 01:36
	94.	day 094: no terf noise 00:52
	95.	day 095: stripped 00:58
	96.	day 096: gum blood 02:46
	97.	day 097: nuclear 00:10
	98.	day 098: guilt, vomit 00:14
	99.	day 099: finish this if I die 00:38
	100.	day 100: 100 day human concert 01:36
	101.	day 101: ear tomb 00:32
	102.	day 102: wino garbage 00:20
	103.	day 103: spring 00:16
	104.	day 104: streetcar 00:24
	105.	day 105: cold wind 00:36
	106.	day 106: solder 00:38
	107.	day 107: stay awake 00:28
	108.	day 108: faith void 00:08
	109.	day 109: freezing 00:16
	110.	day 110: radio noise sucks 00:34
	111.	day 111: thigh 00:10
	112.	day 112: no control 00:12
	113.	day 113: high strung 00:08
	114.	day 114: egg shell 00:02
	115.	day 115: drive 00:03
	116.	day 116: itch 00:03
	117.	day 117: kitchener sucks 00:08
	118.	day 118: release 00:08
	119.	day 119: unorganized 00:50
	120.	day 120: quiet 00:22
	121.	day 121: out of control 00:04
	122.	day 122: cherish 00:08
	123.	day 123: survive 01:04
	124.	day 124: crash 00:46
	125.	day 125: blonde 00:20
	126.	day 126: scalp 00:50
	127.	day 127: late 00:59
	128.	day 128: revenge 00:09
	129.	day 129: vegan chicken fingers 00:08
	130.	day 130: mouth wound 00:54
	131.	day 131: street 00:16
	132.	day 132: swell 00:04
	133.	day 133: blister 00:06
	134.	day 134: cycle 00:20
	135.	day 135: xxxxxxxxxxxx 00:16
	136.	day 136: fiberglass 00:34
	137.	day 137: heat 00:34
	138.	day 138: walk 00:16
	139.	day 139: thigh II 00:38
	140.	day 140: no b/p 00:04
	141.	day 141: food guilt 00:08
	142.	day 142: dead skin 00:06
	143.	day 143: day 143day143day143 00:08
	144.	day 144: speak and spell 00:08
	145.	day 145: friday 2pm 00:06
	146.	day 146: deep trip 00:04
	147.	day 147: different or same 00:12
	148.	day 148: new reality 00:10
	149.	day 149: gone 00:14
	150.	day 150: no dream 00:10
	151.	day 151: 500 wires 00:06
	152.	day 152: guiltguiltguilt 00:14
	153.	day 153: walk 00:06
	154.	day 154: evac / power out 00:06
	155.	day 155: pounding eyeballs 00:06
	156.	day 156: stomach 00:04
	157.	day 157: angry morning 00:06
	158.	day 158: es 00:10
	159.	day 159: zodiac 00:08
	160.	day 160: full 00:20
	161.	day 161: walk 00:34
	162.	day 162: ? 00:20
	163.	day 163: tuesday 00:18
	164.	day 164: dysmorphia VIII 01:04
	165.	day 165: neck 00:18
	166.	day 166: final noise number 8 00:10
	167.	day 167: almost one day 00:04
	168.	day 168: ei 00:10
	169.	day 169: 310 00:04
	170.	day 170: quesadilla 00:14
	171.	day 171: kill every abuser 00:08
	172.	day 172: sad ******* because 00:48
	173.	day 173: misgendered at nxne 00:10
	174.	day 174: headbutt cis 00:16
	175.	day 175: monday penance 00:24
	176.	day 176: push 00:18
	177.	day 177: almond cold brew 00:32
	178.	day 178: can't remember 00:14
	179.	day 179: haunted bass 00:34
	180.	day 180: fuck canada 150 00:12
	181.	day 181: nothing 00:42
	182.	day 182: nothing 00:14
	183.	day 183: walk walk walk walk 00:04
	184.	day 184: veg break 00:04
	185.	day 185: ketosis 00:16
	186.	day 186: toronoise I 00:30
	187.	day 187: toronoise II 00:14
	188.	day 188: depression hangover 00:10
	189.	day 189: noise revival in oshawa 00:12
	190.	day 190: t/c 00:08
	191.	day 191: gothxgrindervcapsized 00:04
	192.	day 192: waste 00:16
	193.	day 193: top shelf 00:10
	194.	day 194: wilted sun flower 00:34
	195.	day 195: magnesium 00:08
	196.	day 196: countdown 00:08
	197.	day 197: ugh 00:04
	198.	day 198: gym goth 00:10
	199.	day 199: sleep all day 00:04
	200.	day 200: alone in a tent 00:12
	201.	day 201: zero 00:13
	202.	day 202: bunker/151 00:17
	203.	day 203: halifax 00:19
	204.	day 204: new friends 00:16
	205.	day 205: old quebec 00:15
	206.	day 206: last gg show 2 00:16
	207.	day 207: fight anxiety 00:07
	208.	day 208: goodbye fxxxxx 00:26
	209.	day 209: tired vomiting 00:18
	210.	day 210: h/m/d/l 00:21
	211.	day 211: binge 00:31
	212.	day 212: camping 00:08
	213.	day 213: binge 00:14
	214.	day 214: binge 00:34
	215.	day 215: binge 00:12
	216.	day 216: rollercoaster 00:20
	217.	day 217: binge 00:12
	218.	day 218: please stop 00:10
	219.	day 219: cut my stomach 00:18
	220.	day 220: size small 00:36
	221.	day 221: almost 00:32
	222.	day 222: escuela 00:04
	223.	day 223: speak/doc 00:02
	224.	day 224: asphalt sun 00:08
	225.	day 225: 300lbs 00:20
	226.	day 226: meat and cheese 00:16
	227.	day 227: wednesday 00:32
	228.	day 228: frustration 00:12
	229.	day 229: binge 00:08
	230.	day 230: cornus 00:12
	231.	day 231: steady decline 00:06
	232.	day 232: eclipse 00:34
	233.	day 233: the earth is flat larry 00:08
	234.	day 234: meat mailer 00:04
	235.	day 235: 180 00:10
	236.	day 236: can't remember 00:08
	237.	day 237: bbbbbb 00:12
	238.	day 238: infestation 00:08
	239.	day 239: 14 00:18
	240.	day 240: jailer 01:48
	241.	day 241: p 2 m b 00:06
	242.	day 242: packing 00:12
	243.	day 243: forbidden 00:20
	244.	day 244: out 00:04
	245.	day 245: wish 01:36
	246.	day 246: con 00:20
	247.	day 247: hell 00:42
	248.	day 248: flathouse 01:36
	249.	day 249: 185818581858 00:08
	250.	day 250: new city 00:28
	251.	day 251: knee 00:12
	252.	day 252: smile 00:04
	253.	day 253: lead poison 00:06
	254.	day 254: x 00:32
	255.	day 255: squall 00:30
	256.	day 256: mother 00:14
	257.	day 257: goodbye 506 00:18
	258.	day 258: deja vu 00:22
	259.	day 259: ray 00:22
	260.	day 260: green 00:10
	261.	day 261: mall goth 00:14
	262.	day 262: veil 00:14
	263.	day 263: star platinum 00:46
	264.	day 264: beach day 00:04
	265.	day 265: 265 cuts 00:04
	266.	day 266: sweat through 00:24
	267.	day 267: C.O.E. 00:08
	268.	day 268: execution line 00:08
	269.	day 269: noise night 2X 00:20
	270.	day 270: sleep paralysis: drill 00:14
	271.	day 271: b/p 00:12
	272.	day 272: night comfort 00:02
	273.	day 273: bone pain 00:02
	274.	day 274: vindictive 00:06
	275.	day 275: s/a/b/p 00:08
	276.	day 276: health cycle 00:04
	277.	day 277: sleeping in 2049 00:10
	278.	day 278: toronto noise #9 00:14
	279.	day 279: banned from sonic 00:08
	280.	day 280: unthanks 00:18
	281.	day 281: work stress 00:14
	282.	day 282: blank 00:04
	283.	day 283: muscle failure 00:08
	284.	day 284: bonfire at the farm 00:04
	285.	day 285: windsor 00:28
	286.	day 286: re/flection 01:02
	287.	day 287: time stop 00:24
	288.	day 288: depressive sight 00:24
	289.	day 289: from beyond 00:04
	290.	day 290: diamond is unable 00:20
	291.	day 291: dysmorphia/b/p 00:02
	292.	day 292: lsdemon 00:12
	293.	day 293: no/day 00:08
	294.	day 294: endless guilt 01:04
	295.	day 295: t.t.t.t. 00:08
	296.	day 296: 296death 03:28
	297.	day 297: pressure 370 00:32
	298.	day 298: petit mal 00:02
	299.	day 299: ghoul 00:10
	300.	day 300: dedicated to 10:00
	301.	day 301: stresser 00:46
	302.	day 302: halloween 00:16
	303.	day 303: cold house 00:04
	304.	day 304: urinal wedding cake 01:14
	305.	day 305: ragnarok 00:14
	306.	day 306: flathouse #1 00:32
	307.	day 307: torn throat 01:46
	308.	day 308: two sick 00:34
	309.	day 309: ayu 00:16
	310.	day 310: mono 00:48
	311.	day 311: violet 00:32
	312.	day 312: london immolation 00:06
	313.	day 313: sneaky 01:28
	314.	day 314: s))) 00:24
	315.	day 315: adult 01:00
	316.	day 316: bone dust 00:08
	317.	day 317: blue again 00:18
	318.	day 318: fake face 00:36
	319.	day 319: 3 weeks 00:32
	320.	day 320: out of xxxxx 00:04
	321.	day 321: apartment 2 00:28
	322.	day 322: broken throat 00:06
	323.	day 323: w/a s/a 00:32
	324.	day 324: ache with me 02:08
	325.	day 325: inside meat 00:38
	326.	day 326: hamilton grinder 00:22
	327.	day 327: no again 00:26
	328.	day 328: flea 00:44
	329.	day 329: blank wall 01:04
	330.	day 330: 3/9/0 00:22
	331.	day 331: 1 month 00:02
	332.	day 332: human determination 00:20
	333.	day 333: final days 00:56
	334.	day 334: 3 nightmares 00:18
	335.	day 335: blood 00:32
	336.	day 336: ultra violet 00:08
	337.	day 337: bug 00:16
	338.	day 338: natsukashii 03:06
	339.	day 339: asshole 00:10
	340.	day 340: flat revenge 00:20
	341.	day 341: A.I.B. 00:20
	342.	day 342: internet death 00:16
	343.	day 343: b/2/d 00:16
	344.	day 344: dysmorphia IX 00:42
	345.	day 345: last 00:42
	346.	day 346: wrench 01:02
	347.	day 347: stay 01:02
	348.	day 348: dysmorphia X 02:44
	349.	day 349: baiorensu 00:18
	350.	day 350: socialable 00:18
	351.	day 351: dysmorphia XI 00:06
	352.	day 352: death 100 00:30
	353.	day 353: baby g 00:20
	354.	day 354: evac / + other life 00:06
	355.	day 355: eve 00:22
	356.	day 356: x 01:02
	357.	day 357: go 00:02
	358.	day 358: -33 00:06
	359.	day 359: bestial suppression 00:16
	360.	day 360: xbyo 00:10
	361.	day 361: garnet 00:12
	362.	day 362: 3 months 00:36
	363.	day 363: ex/home 00:24
	364.	day 364: remblandt assemblage 02:06
	365.	day 365: mask 03:42

about

DEATHMASK is a year long project that began January 1st, 2017.

It is a sonic diary of my struggles with various mental illness, being non-binary, and basically every other aspect of my life for the year of 2017. Each track is named after the most prominent feeling or event that happened on that day.

I haven't made a full length for GOTH GIRL since it began in 2015, and I was determined to do something instead of the usual format and process. The question of whether or not people would listen to the entire 365 song record came up many times to me, but ultimately this is a project for myself.

If you do decide to listen then please enjoy it.

credits

released January 1, 2018

I'd like to thank the following people:

Josh Landes for being an ongoing inspiration to me and this band since its inception.

The entire London, ON noise crew who have been nothing but supportive and have made me feel like one of their own.

My friends who have helped me with my ED, who have talked to me when I needed them and have inspired me to keep pushing forward no matter what, special shout out to Ashley Mack in this regard.

Richard Page for always having my back, making it possible for GOTH GIRL to play all around Ontario, Quebec and beyond that, and for being a true friend for almost 20 years.

And most importantly, my partner and soul mate Kyla who has changed my life since the moment we met. None of this would have been possible without you and I love you more than anything on this planet.

Artwork by Nick Tooms

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